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A time for every color of your past, the silence of what is too insignificant to last.
Woke up to the dry howling of the wind and thought about how we lost the sun again today. Cussed at the making of the Universe, the Earth and the cosmos, and the distance between the planets and the stars, this distance which makes it easier, or harder to go on, for us small creatures, …and at the frail making of my bones, which never loved cold, but which have always been loved by it. It found a space to thrive and dwell, to tell its stories once again. About how structures of this plane crack inside and lose their shape under its weight, how the light travels faster, the minutes grow longer, and love gets easier, because in these silent times there are not so many directions to take so easily anymore. “You’re not welcome here”. But the cold is always deaf.
Slowed down by the weight of my clothes and my thoughts, I roll my steps on the salty ice dust, to meet my brief destiny of today. The cold now sits on the branches of this plane, ruling the morning still, stretched like a thin, poisonous, invisible octopus over the trapped memories, inside the evidence of the past warm rays.
The road ahead changed overnight into a white mystery, a visual spectacle for an audience who will never get the pains that make it. A rare chance to experience the frozen energy field around each and every leaf, the trace of the blizzard stamped on the trees.
Eternal paradox of the snowflake melted by the very warmth of the joy it brings.
I don’t wanna worry about the road or the destination anymore, or if and how I’m gonna get there. I just wanna take this moment in, drifting away into the vastness, on the sound of a electronic soft jazz tune, with my eyes closed and my heart open.
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Frustration, disappointment, anger. All unnecessary. I’ve lost count of the people who said No, or said Yes, but didn’t follow through. Maybe it was Romania, maybe it’s me, maybe it’s part of life anywhere in world. Maybe it’s Mercury on a bad day, again. I used to take it personally, but then I realized that it’s not my place to rationalize and that the only thing coming out of it was self poisoning with negative feelings. And we all know how slippery that spiral is.
We’ve all been in situations when things didn’t go our way. How many times did we look back and realize that forcing our will onto those who said No, would’ve lead to today’s regret?
When someone says No to you, don’t be mad, be grateful. They’re just showing you the direction you should be going, on the road map of your soul’s journey.
Frustrare, dezamăgire, nervi. Toate, ne-necesare.
Am pierdut numărul daților în care mi s-a zis Nu, sau în care mi s-a zis Da, după care nu s-a mai întâmplat nimic. Poate era România, poate sunt eu, poate e așa peste tot în lume. Poate e Mercur retrograd și s-a … comunicarea. În sinea mea, încercam să raționalizez ce se întâmplase, dar asta nu m-a ajutat vreodată cu ceva. Tot ce reușeam să obțin era o auto-otrăvire cu sentimente negative, și știm cum e cu spirala aia alunecoasă.
Cu toții am fost în situații în care lucrurile n-au decurs așa cum ne doream. De câte ori ne-am uitat în urmă, să vedem că, dacă forțam lucrurile, am fi regretat acum?
Când cineva te refuză, nu o lua ca pe un afront. Consideră că ți s-a arătat încotro s-o iei, pe harta drumului ce aparține sufletului tău.